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i don't why suddenly i felt this whole thing just ain't right and just don't flow the way it supposed to be goshh == maybe its because i miss you :\ damnn i made up my mind i want to put these feelings aside but its seems can't get off me , it wouldn't let me off so easily , honestly . i still want this feeling to build it's nest in my heart . what should i do then ?
should i just give up to it or should i just live with it ? or should i just keep mum and let this feeling takes control of me ? gahhhh ! god please have some mercy towards me ;(
i really miss you hmmm :\
hope to see you , soon .
dear god , please take care of him , please let him be in safe place , safe situation , safe journey and save him from all circumstances . i wish to see him after this . so please keep him for me ,
amin