what the heck ? ! what is this feeling ? God , damn i hate it :(
sometimes we feel so lonely , feels like nobody ever care about us , no one ever tried to coax or to make us feels so warm -,- hmm damn it ! this feeling just appeared when the times the person that we used to love , miss a lot , mean the world to us before , now had gone .
it's hard to fight this feeling :'(
i can't deny the fact that i miss you so much ,
maybe because i put too much hope and love on you .
i hope i can close my eyes and sleep tight tonight =='
goodnight